Then
I started to wonder if it was some kind of joke. I expected to
open my eyes and find that I was sitting alone on the tatami or
that all the other students were standing around holding back
their laughter while pointing at me and nudging their friends. Tick. Tick. Tick.
I could hear the dojo clock. Tick. Tick. "Brrrrrrrrrrinnnng".
The phone rang. Tick. Tick. Tick. The
front door slammed shut and I could hear people talking. Tick.
Tick. Now my feet really started to hurt. Tick. Tick. Tick. That's
when I thought I'd sneak a peek. Sitting in front and to
the right of me was my sensei. He was a big German man: 6",
250 pounds. He had one eye open and a smirk on his face. His
one robotic-like eye surveyed the class like a Terminator locating
its target. As we made eye contact, I thought I might be vaporized
at any second so I immediately closed them tight, like a kid hiding
from a ghost in a bad horror movie. Tick. Tick. Tick. Why
did my Sensei have his one eye open? Was everyone else doing the
same thing? Was it some kind of bizarre ritual where you were
supposed to move your open eye side to side in unison?
I
had no idea, and the fear overcame me. There was no way
I was going to risk being caught a second time with my eyes open.
So I kept my eyes shut. Tight. "Yame!" Thank
goodness the silence was broken by a familiar sound. I knew it
was the highest ranked student's voice, the same voice that commanded
"seiza" and "mokuso". I didn't know what "yame"
meant, but it was enough for me to trust that I could open my
eyes. I peered into the mirror at the other students and
they had all placed their hands back on their thighs. The voice
then said "Sensei-ni Rei" and everybody made a full
kneeling bow. I don't remember if it was my first or second
class but it was definitely my first "mokuso" experience. It
was strange and intriguing. And I had no idea what it was about!
That's what I want to touch on today. For karate traditionalists
this will be familiar. But if you're new to karate or "mokuso"
then here are some tips to help you make sense of all this fuss. Many
western karate schools do not practice "mokuso", which
literally translates to meditate". Many clubs do not sit
in "seiza" (the kneeling position) and many do not make
full kneeling bows. This kind of formality is usually found
in more traditional karate schools. Its foundations are based
on Japanese/Okinawan culture, etiquette and tradition. For
western karate practitioners who sooner or later stumble across
this somewhat foreign practice, it can be a little confusing at
first. Some people will immediately stop listening to you, back
away shyly sure not to make eye contact when they hear words like
"meditate" and "breathing" come out of your
mouth. They think you're going to be some kind of Zen master
who's going to get all "weird" with them, saying something
philosophical that only truly enlightened beings can make sense
of, such as... "Master your <<insert favorite
emotion here>> before your <<insert favorite emotion
again>> masters you." But really meditation is
not that strange. You don't have to be a Zen master to meditate,
or even speak of it! Many instructors who have had years
of karate training do not understand "mokuso" and simply
tell you to shut your eyes and "think nice thoughts".
This advice is unfocused and misleading. The purpose of
mokuso is to clear your mind of thoughts and prepare yourself
for class. This is the final point of entry to the tatami. You
really should have already left your mental baggage somewhere
else. However, just in case you have any "carry on
luggage" that you might bring to class with you, such as
negative thoughts or deep emotion that might affect your training,
your mokuso before class is when you want to get rid of it. During
class you should have one focus only. K A R A T E ! Not
work. Not school. Not your financial disasters! Not
your kids. Nor anything else that will take your mind away
from your training. So when you hear "mokuso"
and you're asked to close your eyes and "think nice thoughts"
here is ONE thing you can do instead so that your mokuso is productive
and effective. The two basic types of meditation that I'd
like to explain in this article are below. I'm not going to go
into detail about the breathing technique; instead I'd like to
focus on the mental state. With Seed
This
kind of meditation is when you put a focal point (seed) in your
mind to prevent you becoming distracted by such things as how
much your feet hurt, the sound of the ticking clock, voices outside
or cars going by. As you breathe deeply, try to visualize
an inanimate object such as a green shiny apple or a plain white
coffee cup. It must be something simple, non-descriptive and a
single color. If you chose a coffee cup, then it should simply
be a white coffee cup. Not an intricately designed cup with beautiful
patterns swirling around it. Nor should it be a coffee cup falling
off a table smashing onto the floor into a thousand pieces. Just
a plain white coffee cup. Now when you hear the phone ring
and you find yourself listening to other noises, visualize your
"seed" and focus on that only. Continue your breathing
and "see" the seed in your mind. When you become distracted
you will notice that the image you created in your mind will vanish.
This is when it's time to refocus on your seed and try to hold
the image steady for the duration of your mokuso. After
you finish your mokuso, open your eyes and breathe normally for
a few breaths. You should find that your worries have temporarily
subsided. You'll feel calmer, more relaxed and focused, and more
importantly ready to work hard and do good karate. Then it's time
to jump up on your feet and begin your warm-up. This simple
method helps you focus on one thing and at the same time, dissolve
any emotional baggage that you might have brought to class with
you. How long should mokuso be?
Opinions
vary, but mokuso at the start of class is usually short. Less
than one minute although some clubs may make it longer). A reason
for its brevity is so that you can clear your mind before class
without getting sleepy! If mokuso is any longer in duration, you
might find yourself feeling lethargic and it will be difficult
to get motivated to train. Unfortunately, a short mokuso
makes it difficult for the beginner to find focus in that time
period. Don't expect to be able to do it immediately. Some people
find it very difficult to visualize, which is usually a sign of
an active brain. It might take you a few weeks before you can
relax enough to visualize your seed. Mokuso is like anything
else. It takes practice, but once you get it you will find it
an effective tool to help you with your karate. Practice at home
if you like. Just find a place where you won't be disturbed and
take the phone of the hook. You'll soon get the hang of it. So
next time you're in class and hear the word "mokuso",
try this method for yourself. Don't just be satisfied with "thinking
happy thoughts" for that won't help you clear your mind and
focus on your training. Decide what your "seed" is going
to be, find it in your mind and stay focused on it. You
might surprise yourself.
Uh oh. Look at that. We're
out of room. Stay tuned, we'll talk about the other type of meditation
in part 2 and 3 of this article.
 Jason
Stanley www.karatetips.com
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